ONE DIRECTION

So there are these boys, and I think I am in love!! ENJOY!!

Fun Pain

I went snowboarding the other day. Oh was I nervous!! First time of the season is always the most nerve racing. But I was really fun. We went night boarding at Sundance. I wasn't really scared about going down the mountain, which I should have been, but I was more scared of getting off the lift. I hate that dang lift. It kills me every time and I don't know why. I did good for the majority of the trip, but then when I was getting off the lift, I caught a piece of ice, and ate it so hard. I landed on my hip!! It killed so bad! One thing you have to know about snowboarding, is that once you crash hard, you are done for. It's so hard to get all your energy back. That wasn't even the worst fall later that run I  couldn't see the ice because there was no light, and i caught an edge on the ice, but I thought I could save myself, I didn't see how much ice there was and just landed face first on the ice.  I am pretty sure I blacked out for a second, and then had the hugest headache ever, after that I was done. I couldn't take one more fall. But I ended the run strong. It is fun to go snowboarding, but difficult, I don't think I would have been able to get down after those crashes without my friends.

Parents

Sometimes I feel like I have to much pressure put on me. There is a pretty big gap between me and my sisters. I am treated differently, and I have stricter parents. Yes it is good because I stay in line, but sometimes I feel like I am having a shell built around me and that I am not allowed to experience making my own mistakes. I still make my own mistakes, but I feel that I get punished more than I should for them. My curfew is 11:45, really?? That is that most random time I have ever heard. And when i turn 18 it will be 12. Yes it is good to have restrictions so that you don't do horrible things, but they say they trust me more than anything, then why don't you let me do things I want to do? I am a good student, get good grades, am a good sister, and do what you want when you ask me. But when I bring up the curfew subject, I get penalized for it. I am very privileged, but if I ever complain about anything, I turn into an "ungrateful brat". How does that work?
I love my parents to death, but i just don't understand them, I am not going to make the same mistakes that they did, I have seen how they have affected you and me, so why would I want to suffer the consequences? If they trust me so much, then why not give me a little more leash?
No matter w\hat they do I will still always love them and i know they are doing it to protect me, but you can only protect me for so long, and then I will be on my own.

Evil Eye

Sometimes you just need a laugh! Enjoy!:)

Brysa Noel Olene

Last Christmas, my family was blessed with an amazing present. Brysa was born on Christmas day at 7:30 in the morning. She was 10 days overdue, and my mom couldn't wait to pop that  baby out! I feel that out of all my sisters, I have been able to enjoy her the most, as she has grown up. She has been a blessing in my life and made me learn to love more.
She calls me "caca" which in Spanish means poop........we will need to change that. She is so bright and is already waddling around the house. Her eyes sparkle with joy when I great her. I don't know what I would do if she wasn't a part of my life. She is one of the best presents I have ever received.

Hey There

Life isn't easy, I mean that's what makes  those hard moments worth it in the end. My life didn't start out that great. My mom had me when she was 18 years young. My father ( if I should even call him that) was never really around while I grew up. He would occasionally visit me, but I wouldn't consider him my father, more like just the "donor". I grew up with 6 girls in the house. Those woman made such an impact on my life. I was raised by my Great- grandma and grandma, while my mother went to school. me and my mother were really close. I had to grow up pretty fast. My mom got married when I was 9 years old to my Father (step-dad). They had 3 girls, who i adore. I don't know where i would be without my family and I am glad they are here for me.