Parents

Sometimes I feel like I have to much pressure put on me. There is a pretty big gap between me and my sisters. I am treated differently, and I have stricter parents. Yes it is good because I stay in line, but sometimes I feel like I am having a shell built around me and that I am not allowed to experience making my own mistakes. I still make my own mistakes, but I feel that I get punished more than I should for them. My curfew is 11:45, really?? That is that most random time I have ever heard. And when i turn 18 it will be 12. Yes it is good to have restrictions so that you don't do horrible things, but they say they trust me more than anything, then why don't you let me do things I want to do? I am a good student, get good grades, am a good sister, and do what you want when you ask me. But when I bring up the curfew subject, I get penalized for it. I am very privileged, but if I ever complain about anything, I turn into an "ungrateful brat". How does that work?
I love my parents to death, but i just don't understand them, I am not going to make the same mistakes that they did, I have seen how they have affected you and me, so why would I want to suffer the consequences? If they trust me so much, then why not give me a little more leash?
No matter w\hat they do I will still always love them and i know they are doing it to protect me, but you can only protect me for so long, and then I will be on my own.